Oh how I love my sweet little read heads. They are spunky and fun and always keeping me on my toes. Most days they are loud and ready to go first thing in he morning.....long before this mama has fully woken up and has her wits about her. They are patient though and wait for me to get myself going in the morning, so I can pay attention to whatever fun thing they want to show me.
Yesterday was rough for me. I have days where I don't even think about my PCOS and what that means for me health-wise or about the whole infertility factor of it......but some days....like yesterday I am reminded that adding more little red heads to our mix may not be happening. It bums me out and can really consume me. Why do I share this? Well, because I know I am not the only one that is going through this. Many of you have said that you too have gone through it or are going through it right now. I know that we can encourage one another and uplift each other out of these no good, very bummed out days.
I know I am blessed with the two I already have, and I wouldn't trade them for the world....but having a dream that then is cut short is hard.....and I am dealing with it. I am coping and try to just keep smiling when it's the last thing I feel like doing.
Having little red heads that do interpretive dances for you and a hubby that always knows when to send that text or give that call when he's at work really helps. They are all mine and I am so thankful for them. When times are hard, they know how to put a smile on my face.
I am definitely going to keep them :)